I went to UP today para sa briefing ng mga volunteers para sa campus tour sa monday. Ang totoo niyan, first time ko tong nakilahok sa isang volunteer activity in college - where everything’s so serious.
At minsan na kong napaisip kung bakit nga ba ako nagvolunteer eh wala naman tong medal o grade or whatever. (Tapos kanina ko lang nalaman na may certificate) But despite the doubt, my gut kept telling me to just do it, for the mere experience itself. At nung nandun na ko kanina, all I felt was, EXCITED. Okay, hindi ako excited sa 6 am na call time, pero feeling ko naman enjoy siya, at fulfilling naman. OO, nararamdaman kong fulfilling na kahit di pa nagsisimula. HAHA.
Anyway, the campus tour seems fun ad tiring, but I’m really looking forward to it :)
Minsan nagiging mapaghanap ako. Yung tipo bang gusto ko sana sweet siya when I’m not having a good day. Na sana magtetext siya ng mas maaga kapag madami akong gustong ikwento tungkol sa araw ko, kasi nandun yung kasabikan na naging makabuluhan ang araw mo at hindi yung tipong nasa kwarto ka lang buong araw tas wala kang ginagawa.
Pero masisisi mo ba ako? Syempre namimiss din kita noh. 3 buwan ba naman tayo di magkita, tanging text lang at minsanang tawag ang meron tayo eh. Ewan ba. Ang unfair lang kasi, may mga relationships naman na ang bilis bilis lang magkita, pero tayo, bago pa magkita ang daming dapat ayusin sa schedule, ang tagal ng pagpaplano, tapos minsan yung pinagplanuhan, fail pa. Pano ka namang matutuwa dun diba?
ANYWAY, di naman ako sa nagrereklamo, pero nakakalungkot lang kasing isipin na ang komplikado madalas eh. Nakakainggit lang yung iba. Hai.
I mean, I could act, dance, sing, write, and so on and so on, but I don’t think I’m really good at those. The only thing I know I’m really good at has to do with make-up, clothes, shoes, hair, designing and other girly stuff. I ‘m interested in learning them, and I learn them fast.
That’s why this summer, I kind of focused on learn more about that certain field. I know it’s not something you could showcase in talent show, but it’s something I’m proud off. HAHA.
This is just a thought ‘cause I get a little frustrated thinking about things that I can’t really excel at. I know everyone has a talent, and no matter how complicated or simple it may be, it’s something to be happy about :)
It’s kind of irritating to know that he took time off without me knowing it. i was left hanging as ever. But then I know it helped a lot.
Sometimes the relationship is just too exhausting with all the fights and misunderstandings that you just want to escape and end it. But sometimes that’s not the solution. Other times, it only takes a few days off the relationship to know each other’s worth. At the end thinking things through, you either realize that that person is too precious to let go, and you are truly in love with the person and as a result, you’d to whatever you can to make it work, no matter how hard it is. Or you realize it’s better for both of your happiness and comfort to be free.
No matter what decision you’ll land into, at least you’ll know you gave it a thorough thought.
So I’ve finally decided to have a separate blog for my text post, since they get to be taken for granted due to the photos. And by this way, it’ll be more organized. I wouldn’t mind if I will loose my 253 followers since I’d be starting from scratch (except from the text posts I get to reblog from my original blog, which is now my photoblog). Hope this turns out good :)